There has been a lot of silence. There seem to be nothing wrong so there is nothing to say. When there is emptiness, most often there is also silence. How I wish I can just sit down and listen to you talk about everything that matters to you. How I wish I can listen to what you say to him and what you message him. Because I feel the spark is lost. I rather be a best friend with you now because perhaps then we will have things to talk about.

The problem lies with me. I need that much attention. Although I am used to loneliness. Although I can go for days without having a proper conversation. Although I watch movies alone, I sing alone. But I still need a call at night. I hate whining and complaining. I do not need anyone. I am strong enough by myself and that shall be the way.