nothing could aptly describe. no one can rightly challenge. no soul could seemly defy. welcome to my world. where i make the rules and you stick by them.

About Me

Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Absorbing your voice When you talk. Standing by when you learn to walk. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

In a foreign land, a cold yet warm christmas

2 days to departure. my first trip to another country other than Malaysia.
This year was gone in a swirl. Plenty of things happened this year. As with many other years. But this year will be one forever carved in my heart and my memory.
I do not feel much of the christmas spirit this year, has not been to the malls that much.
One song keeps ringing in my ears. and that is last christmas.
I shall shrug it off.
Judo training attendance is bad. I was pretty disappointed. Imagine the training scheduled to start at 5pm and at 5.15pm i was the only person there. You cant really blame me. I do not act on impulse. Though I may be pissed but to confront a matter when your head is hot will not help things. It does not matter, not everyone loves Judo as much as me. Some do. I understand. Lets just hope a meeting and setting of agenda will help in the second sem.
I will be acting for the children in Yunan. My group will be acting. Will be performing magic and singing to them. The Christmas carol by charles dickens. I am uncle scrooge. It will be a chinese show, with half an hour for us to tell the story to the kids.
Maybe I shall take down my feelings in a notebook and update them after I return.
I will miss you... LP!

Hallelujah

I’ve heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don’t really care for music do you?
It goes like this – the fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled King composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah
Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you to a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah
Maybe I’ve been here before
I know this room, I’ve walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I’ve seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It’s a cold and it’s a broken hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah
There was a time when you let me know
What’s real and going on below
But now you never show it to me, do you?
And remember when I moved in you
The Holy Dark was moving too
And every breath we drew was hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah
Maybe there’s a God above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
And it’s not a cry you can hear at night
It’s not somebody who’s seen the light
It’s a cold and it’s a broken hallelujah

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

CRAZY!

watched 3 movies in a span of 2 days.
with my beloved. first it was saw2 at 9pm, then we sneaked into another theatre
to watch kingkong till 2.30am~
how fun and we lost something important ... so sad.
it doesnt matter! for we are crazy people doing crazy things!

Sunday, December 11, 2005











我和僵尸有个约会。

爱一个人,可能是一个人的事。如果要两个人,也许需要一点时间。但时间不够,付出也是足够了。

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我和僵尸有个约会。

Mayday Final Home


Went for that exuberant concert yesterday!
The 3rd concert Mayday had held in Singapore. It was the first concert I witnessed all the audiences on their feet cheering and waving their arms and lightsticks. It is rock music at its best.
The tunes were catchy, not lest the lyrics which were meaningful as well.
The songs spoke of love, of preserverance, of friendship, of exploration, of belief and many other important issues. And in Loud volume as well.
They are one of my karaoke favourites. Well known for their roof blowing rock music, I actually enjoy the mellow side of them. The slow and emotions rich songs.
當 我和世界不一樣 那就讓我不一樣
堅持對我來說 就是以剛克剛
我 如果對自己妥協 
如果對自己說謊
即使別人原諒 我也不能原諒
最美的願望 一定最瘋狂
我就是我自己的神 在我活的地方



我和我最後的倔強 
握緊雙手絕對不放 下一站是不是天堂 就算失望不能絕望 我和我驕傲的倔強 我在風中大聲的唱 這一次為自己瘋狂 就這一次 我和我的倔強

對 愛我的人別緊張 我的固執很善良 我的手越骯髒 眼神越是發光
你 不在乎我的過往 看到了我的翅膀
你說過被火燒過才能出現鳳凰 逆風的方向 更適合飛翔 我不怕千萬人阻擋 只怕自己投降

我和我最後的倔強 握緊雙手絕對不放 下一站是不是天堂 就算失望不能絕望
我和我驕傲的倔強 我在風中大聲的唱 這一次為自己瘋狂 就這一次 我和我的倔強

我和我最後的倔強 握緊雙手絕對不放 下一站是不是天堂 就算失望不能絕望
我和我驕傲的倔強 我在風中大聲的唱 這一次為自己瘋狂 就這一次 我和我的倔強

Two of the members had actually proposed to their girlfriends on the stage and got a favourable response.
Come to think of it, they do not have the next door boy or super star looks. MAybe that works well to their advantage as people know they will sell their albums based on merit.
I had first noticed them through the song 纯真。
During my JC2 days.

兵荒马乱五百年来没改变过 花果山下满天的烽火
人类累不累啊还在你争我夺 西天取经回来後 有没有人有读过

师父每年都会寄卡片来问候 五百张了算多不算多
看到卡片我都想起那段奋斗 金箍棒那么神勇 现在只能掏掏耳朵
齐天大圣是我 谁能奈何了我
但是我却依然 不小心 败给了寂寞

如果要让我活 让我有希望的活(请给我快乐苦痛)
我从不怕爱错 就怕没爱过
如果能有一天 再一次重返光荣
记得找我 我的好朋友

听说悟净已经植发治好秃头 有了论及婚嫁的女友
八戒这个猪头手机老是不通 好色本性多隽永 好像时间从来没走
西天取完了经 东边应该还有
伙伴们好不好 让我们 再拯救地球
Expect many more wonderful music from this magical mayday band!

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Saturday, December 10, 2005

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.

My religion consists of a humble admiration of the illimitable superior spirit who reveals himself in the slight details we are able to perceive with our frail and feeble mind
Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts.
The eternal mystery of the world is its comprehensibility
Sometimes one pays most for the things one gets for nothing
Everything should be made as simple as possible, but not simpler
The secret to creativity is knowing how to hide your sources
The only thing that interferes with my learning is my education
We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them.
Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the the universe.
In order to form an immaculate member of a flock of sheep one must, above all, be a sheep

Friday, December 09, 2005

last christmas

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day
You gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well
It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on me
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

Now I've found a real love
You'll never fool me again

Saturday, December 03, 2005

fantastic journey

I have no time to write much now. Exams have just ended. Not that it resembles much of an exam. 2 days for 3 tracks, 3 papers and it is over for this semester. Managed to get at least an A already. Praying hard for the others.
I used to wonder at RI, how come some people don't seem to have the need to study and yet can do well in exams.
I just realised that I am one of those.
I gave up on anatomy last minute and couldn''t make sense of most of the questions in the exams.
Maybe this is something like the Truman show. I am the lead charactor and everything is orchestrated to make my life as exciting as it is now. I did not study during the term and did real badly for previous two FAs.... skipped two as well.
Interesting thoughts. Have to concentrate on my research week. Gave quite an idea on irrational fear. So perhaps If i can push it through, it would be another credit to my name.
Shall soon stop writing so much about myself. certainly seems i am real obsessed. Narcissus.
I shall leave the lauding to everyone else soon!

Saturday, November 26, 2005

My anatomy group

my classmates for the academic year of 2005 / 06.
from the front. left to right are:
chin siang, kah hua, annalisa, Prof Samuel Tay, Nita, Christine, Sabrina, Maria and Shurhida
from behindd, left to right are Yikang, yours truly, Ning Qi, Nikhail, Marcus, Gideon, Todd and Marc.










In this picture, due to the relative height of Kah Hua, I had to shift to behind Anna in order to be seen.

Friday, November 25, 2005

a few more pictures



two gays at karaoke again!









my gold medal. i have 3 gold. 2 silver and 1 bronze. NOT enough!









chuantin's performance!
two pretty girls and two handsome guys from 1101!








maria, yikang and giddy gideon!
one of our after school lunch trip!
marc is hidden behind maria's ominous figure. that is what school life is about. ea t drink and be merry!
so far all our trips to adam road, arts, holland V, orchard etc etc were exciting and full of blabberings and wise cracks!
I love going for lunches with my friends!!! will never turn a lunch date down man!
my blog is turning into a photo album!
important!
please pay careful attention to the graph!

As usual, i put my camera to good use!

hidding the head after drawing some lousy tiles













the mathematics of gambling













the deployment plan inside the chalet
















did you mean to incincerate the satay?

10/05 chalet again!

the fire i started!
our newly improvised and improved fire girdle!












stealth! as we decide how best to waste our time away !













decadence! and being proud of it












more than the usual suspects!
indulgence in the vices













Burn! Burn on the bbq pit!













today i was invited to a class chalet. almost forgot how relaxing things can be at a chalet. You simply pass time, with lots of oily fatty overcooked carcinogenic food! I set up the fire again this time round. Getting quite adept at setting up fires!
3 more days to my exams. how can i ever be so nonchalent and put aside my books and just head for fun and laughter?
but it is worth it i guess! nowadays laughter and fun are valuable commodities. the same goes for friendship and other relationships! despite not sleeping the night before, i still told myself to go for the chalet.
of course i am sorry to class 2005... for promising them and not turning up for their chalet in the middle of last month. my dad was in hospital for intestinal ulcers or lacerations. had to make sure i stayed with him and see to his needs.
well... played mahjong! how are hands are itching ! and of course talked plenty of cock.
no stress and no worries about tomorrow. i wish i can be as free as them.
perhaps in a way i am. at least i am in charge of the next 24 hours.
the size of the chalet is akin to the one i booked in june.
now there are a few couples in the class, how loving they appear to be..
*envious*
enuf rubbish of my own!
so that is the explanation for above!

Thursday, November 24, 2005

-predictions

1.Sunderland won't win the premiership
2.Steven Gerrard will pick up an injury before October and be out until Xmas (it is a known fact that he has never played a league game in december prompting some to believe he is in fact one of santa's elves)
3.Everton will 'struggle to maintain the standards they set last year' and everyone will blame Kevin Kilbane
4.Spurs will 'nearly' sign Figo, Maradona and Raul before calling a press conference to confirm Anthony Gardner is still not going to Charlton
5.Kieran Dyer will be involved in some kind of sex scandal probably involving Shirley Bassey or that woman who plays Pauline Fowler off Eastenders but it won't be his fault.
6.Peter Crouch will earn the wrath of Jamie Carragher for always putting the clearasil on a really high shelf.
7.Blackburn will not win the fair play league
8.Craig Bellemys head will finally disappear completely into his shoulders and you'll just be able to see the top of his head as he runs into Alan Shearers knee.
9.Nobody, I mean absolutely nobody will notice Portsmouth.
10.Robbie Fowler will do something that makes a commentator say 'now thats the Robbie Fowler of old' no more then twice all season.

predictions

1.Sunderland won't win the premiership
2.Steven Gerrard will pick up an injury before October and be out until Xmas (it is a known fact that he has never played a league game in december prompting some to believe he is in fact one of santa's elves)
3.Everton will 'struggle to maintain the standards they set last year' and everyone will blame Kevin Kilbane
4.Spurs will 'nearly' sign Figo, Maradona and Raul before calling a press conference to confirm Anthony Gardner is still not going to Charlton
5.Kieran Dyer will be involved in some kind of sex scandal probably involving Shirley Bassey or that woman who plays Pauline Fowler off Eastenders but it won't be his fault.
6.Peter Crouch will earn the wrath of Jamie Carragher for always putting the clearasil on a really high shelf.
7.Blackburn will not win the fair play league
8.Craig Bellemys head will finally disappear completely into his shoulders and you'll just be able to see the top of his head as he runs into Alan Shearers knee.
9.Nobody, I mean absolutely nobody will notice Portsmouth.
10.Robbie Fowler will do something that makes a commentator say 'now thats the Robbie Fowler of old' no more then twice all season.

predictions

1.Sunderland won't win the premiership
2.Steven Gerrard will pick up an injury before October and be out until Xmas (it is a known fact that he has never played a league game in december prompting some to believe he is in fact one of santa's elves)
3.Everton will 'struggle to maintain the standards they set last year' and everyone will blame Kevin Kilbane
4.Spurs will 'nearly' sign Figo, Maradona and Raul before calling a press conference to confirm Anthony Gardner is still not going to Charlton
5.Kieran Dyer will be involved in some kind of sex scandal probably involving Shirley Bassey or that woman who plays Pauline Fowler off Eastenders but it won't be his fault.
6.Peter Crouch will earn the wrath of Jamie Carragher for always putting the clearasil on a really high shelf.
7.Blackburn will not win the fair play league
8.Craig Bellemys head will finally disappear completely into his shoulders and you'll just be able to see the top of his head as he runs into Alan Shearers knee.
9.Nobody, I mean absolutely nobody will notice Portsmouth.
10.Robbie Fowler will do something that makes a commentator say 'now thats the Robbie Fowler of old' no more then twice all season.

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Boring boring. I need a few more of this!

Daring!


the two watches on the left.. one is a DKNY. the dial is an orbiting circle. very unique! got it during my NS days.
the second is an Arbutus. one of my major investment. just a very antique look , with a smooth minute hand because it is automatic!





these two are not bought. One is from NKF. Delicate design. A token of appreciate for helping their patients. The one beside it is my Raffles Institution watch. Graduation gift. How I miss my wild days!

my limited edition mickey mouse watch. a spur of the moment. another automatic watch. I love their intrinsic clockwork!
i should be sleeping. yet i am here. posting some irrelevant pictures.
it doesn't really matter. I guess I have stopped writing properly.
all my improper sentences interspersed with slangs and colloquail phrases.
almost 3am on moi side. skipping another day of school.
i have been missing most of my morning lectures.
haha
above are some of my watches!
the one just above would be my Phillipe Starck Fossil watch. A lack of foresight on my part but still generated much attention. With many people trying to figure out how it works as a watch.
ONly the smart ones know!
shall move on to the classier ones after I begin work!

my study companion!




















more n more







me and judo peeps!














i think i look handsome here!












when did i appear on a VCD?!















the route to moi tuition kid's house.
how eerie... dare you walk alone?