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About Me

Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Absorbing your voice When you talk. Standing by when you learn to walk. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend.

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Conversation

Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
hi!
I am just better than you. says:
hii whats up
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
still remember me?.
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
nth. jus feeling bored
I am just better than you. says:
haha yah
I am just better than you. says:
i hope u feel better
I am just better than you. says:
haha exams oveR?
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
yar..
I am just better than you. says:
haha great la
I am just better than you. says:
come on .
I am just better than you. says:
why is every one feelingbored
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
no. havent get back results
I am just better than you. says:
hmm why do i feel bored also
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
still havent quite settled
I am just better than you. says:
haha settled for wot
I am just better than you. says:
hmm
I am just better than you. says:
heck care abt results la
I am just better than you. says:
can promote can liao
I am just better than you. says:
hmm how are thngs in sch
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
ha.ya la..
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
oh the same lor. btw, this sat is aj open house
I am just better than you. says:
haha
I am just better than you. says:
so what time to what time?
I am just better than you. says:
haha am i invited
I am just better than you. says:
/
I am just better than you. says:
shld i choose aj as my first choice?
I am just better than you. says:
hahahahaha
I am just better than you. says:
darn
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
9 to 3.
I am just better than you. says:
i feel so old
I am just better than you. says:
old old old old
I am just better than you. says:
i have been thruough all these
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
ha.. i still dunnoe if i made the right choice in cuming
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
life suxs man
I am just better than you. says:
come on!
I am just better than you. says:
the choice is still there.,
I am just better than you. says:
get life going.
I am just better than you. says:
know your friends
I am just better than you. says:
organise outings
I am just better than you. says:
take the initiative
I am just better than you. says:
celebrate bdays
I am just better than you. says:
be late for classes together
I am just better than you. says:
copy homework!
I am just better than you. says:
talk in class
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
ha. sounds fun ar
I am just better than you. says:
that is sch for you man!
I am just better than you. says:
of coz
I am just better than you. says:
just let it loose
I am just better than you. says:
break every damn rule u can find
I am just better than you. says:
with freinds of coz
I am just better than you. says:
haha
I am just better than you. says:
and life might just start getting more exciting
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
haiz. but I'm the pessimistic type of person
I am just better than you. says:
ok ok.
I am just better than you. says:
i shall feed you with optimism ok
I am just better than you. says:
go to the hall
I am just better than you. says:
look up at the inscriptions there
I am just better than you. says:
and think of me
I am just better than you. says:
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
no use la. evrything is so bleak
Ong Guan Hong says:
what is so bad
Ong Guan Hong says:
tell me?
Ong Guan Hong says:
u need a new perspective
Ong Guan Hong says:
not a new life
Ong Guan Hong says:
new attitude!
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
jus got back my chi paper
Ong Guan Hong says:
oh
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
n i failed
Ong Guan Hong says:
chinese paper
Ong Guan Hong says:
hmm come to think of it
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
oh. it's like 1st time fail chi lor
Ong Guan Hong says:
i think i shld have also.. i woke up late for my listening!!!!
Ong Guan Hong says:
Ong Guan Hong says:
i think eventually u will pass la
Ong Guan Hong says:
maybe just spend a few more minutes each day
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
who noes lo. i'm v sad lor.
Ong Guan Hong says:
hmm paste stickers with chiense words and meaning all over the house k
Ong Guan Hong says:
hmm
Ong Guan Hong says:
just forget abt it
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
can't concentrate on the things i wanna do
Ong Guan Hong says:
find your best friend
Ong Guan Hong says:
find the most handsome guy in your class
Ong Guan Hong says:
and ask him out
Ong Guan Hong says:
of co z
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
ha. no handsome guy la
Ong Guan Hong says:
aj seems to be lacking
Ong Guan Hong says:
Ever since my departure
Ong Guan Hong says:
it went from the top most hunky sch to the 9th or 10th..
Ong Guan Hong says:
hmm
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
ha..
Ong Guan Hong says:
if u feel u are useless..
Ong Guan Hong says:
just go to the canteen
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
i dont noe la. stimes, i really dont noe who m i
Ong Guan Hong says:
look at the sculpture of the two balls and a rod...
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
y m i on this earth
Ong Guan Hong says:
the mother and son thingy...
Ong Guan Hong says:
and tell yourself.
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
where got?
Ong Guan Hong says:
the blue thing
Ong Guan Hong says:
in the garden
Ong Guan Hong says:
tell yourself..
Ong Guan Hong says:
the world is mad .. some alumni actually made the sch believe that it is an innocent sculpture
Ong Guan Hong says:
hahaha
Ong Guan Hong says:
what mother support two sons.
Ong Guan Hong says:
rubbish man.. any one with a rational mind can tell it is part of the male anatomy!
Ong Guan Hong says:
so you are not so bad after all.
Ong Guan Hong says:
being depressed is not going to help your grades.
Ong Guan Hong says:
start planning
Ong Guan Hong says:
there are plenty of people willing to help
Ong Guan Hong says:
i dont mind sinc e u are my junior
Ong Guan Hong says:
take it easy.. tell yourself you could lose more in life than this...
Ong Guan Hong says:
grades.. what matter
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
i'm used to wallowing in depression since sec3
Ong Guan Hong says:
people ard u are more impt
Ong Guan Hong says:
be grateful for them@
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
grades to me seem so imp
Ong Guan Hong says:
i use to say my time in sch is meant for interacting with people
Ong Guan Hong says:
ya grades are impt
Ong Guan Hong says:
but feeling sad is not impt
Ong Guan Hong says:
u need to be motivated and focused
Ong Guan Hong says:
and clear minded to do the right thing
Ong Guan Hong says:
not just be sad
Ong Guan Hong says:
start hitting the books
Ong Guan Hong says:
one hour per dayy
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
but i dont have the strength to carry on and to be focused
Ong Guan Hong says:
are u doing this when u are wallowing in self pity?
Ong Guan Hong says:
strength comes from within!
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
i can't get over it.
Ong Guan Hong says:
hmm at least it is not physical strength
Ong Guan Hong says:
i can understand if u cannot drag a plan
Ong Guan Hong says:
plane
Ong Guan Hong says:
but if u cant even tell yourself to face your failures properly
Ong Guan Hong says:
whats more can be done
Ong Guan Hong says:
u just think abt this !
Ong Guan Hong says:
rem what edison said?
Ong Guan Hong says:
he did not fail a hundred times before inventing the light bulb
Ong Guan Hong says:
he merely took a hundred steps
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
but I'm like him. I'm vulnerable
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
i tend to give up or struggle
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
i feel v tired..
Ong Guan Hong says:
hmm so nothing can be done wot
Ong Guan Hong says:
hhaha a tired spirit
Ong Guan Hong says:
ok
Ong Guan Hong says:
then just take a break
Ong Guan Hong says:
relax
Ong Guan Hong says:
go swimming.. go east coast
Ong Guan Hong says:
go east coast
Ong Guan Hong says:
my fav haunt
Ong Guan Hong says:
i go there to recharge
Ong Guan Hong says:
of coz .. u may also humor yourself
Ong Guan Hong says:
dash across the cyclist path when u see an amatuer skater
Ong Guan Hong says:
then offer to hold the person's hand
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
tat day i went to wild wild wet to de-stress
Ong Guan Hong says:
i gaurantee u the poor chap sure have a hell of a fall
Ong Guan Hong says:
thats good
Ong Guan Hong says:
d:
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
but aft tat i feel v empty inside
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
alhtough i feel happy temarily
Ong Guan Hong says:
haha
Ong Guan Hong says:
i feel empty all the time
Ong Guan Hong says:
i have been devoting my self to work
Ong Guan Hong says:
but maybe sometimes u need to noe that feeling down
Ong Guan Hong says:
sad
Ong Guan Hong says:
disappointed
Ong Guan Hong says:
is also a good thing
Ong Guan Hong says:
coz after all they are feelings
Ong Guan Hong says:
they are emotions
Ong Guan Hong says:
signs of being alife.
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
but it's unhealthy
Ong Guan Hong says:
just feel them thoroughly
Ong Guan Hong says:
tell yourself
Ong Guan Hong says:
u like the feeling
Ong Guan Hong says:
the stinking feeling that someone is ignoring u
Ong Guan Hong says:
that you do not have many people to go out wiht
Ong Guan Hong says:
ahhaha
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
i dont like to be alone
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
i feel even more empty
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
i need people ard me.
Ong Guan Hong says:
hmm let your friends
Ong Guan Hong says:
be with you
Ong Guan Hong says:
just ask them out
Ong Guan Hong says:
for me
Ong Guan Hong says:
i noe my freinds are around
Ong Guan Hong says:
i have got more impt things to do than go out with them
Ong Guan Hong says:
though i try sometimes
Ong Guan Hong says:
but it sort of get into a habit
Ong Guan Hong says:
now i can go out on my own
Ong Guan Hong says:
feel all melancholy
Ong Guan Hong says:
and walk the streets, enjoy the world
Ong Guan Hong says:
ok just tell me all your fears
Ong Guan Hong says:
there is no right or wrong
Ong Guan Hong says:
u are entitled to your feelings
Ong Guan Hong says:
at the end of the day, try asking yourself what do u want and do you really want it badly enough to keep on trying?
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
the prob is tat i dont noe wat i really want
Ong Guan Hong says:
hmm then experiment
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
sth really wrg wif me
Ong Guan Hong says:
or just go blindly and be happy with yourr choice haha
Ong Guan Hong says:
i tell u frankkly
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
i dont understand myself
Ong Guan Hong says:
there is hardly an aspect of working life that is enjoyable
Ong Guan Hong says:
u get stuck to this 8 to 5 job
Ong Guan Hong says:
sometimes OT
Ong Guan Hong says:
no oneapppreciates u
Ong Guan Hong says:
u fall in to this cycle
Ong Guan Hong says:
get married
Ong Guan Hong says:
give burdened by kids
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
u noe wat?
Ong Guan Hong says:
haha what
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
sttimes i really want to get married
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
and jus dont think abt other things
Ong Guan Hong says:
dont tell me u just slit your wrist? i have enough of that for a year at least
Ong Guan Hong says:
haha
Ong Guan Hong says:
hmm
Ong Guan Hong says:
that is cool also
Ong Guan Hong says:
i also want to get married
Ong Guan Hong says:
to the girl i like
Ong Guan Hong says:
to cherish her to protect her
Ong Guan Hong says:

Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
take care of my kids and like a tai tai life
Ong Guan Hong says:
haha take her on all wonderful adventures
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
i dont want to study or to work
Ong Guan Hong says:
every outing will be a surprise and novelty
Ong Guan Hong says:
hahaha
Ong Guan Hong says:
okok
Ong Guan Hong says:
just pretend to study for the time being ok?
Ong Guan Hong says:
do well enough to go uni
Ong Guan Hong says:
there
Ong Guan Hong says:
u can have your pick
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
but then aft i go uni, then end up marrying
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
wat's the use of studying so hard
Ong Guan Hong says:
at least the guy u like would have enough financial stability
Ong Guan Hong says:
hmm coz University is a BIG social Playground!!!!
Ong Guan Hong says:
u go there
Ong Guan Hong says:
screw around.. attract guys like flies....
Ong Guan Hong says:
at least the guy u choose would have a higher chance of being gainfully employed
Ong Guan Hong says:
ahhaa
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
ha.. i'm looking fwd to uni life . heez. cos can see all the mature n handsome guys
Ong Guan Hong says:
NUS is the ultimate incubator!!
Ong Guan Hong says:
sure
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
ha.* dreaming``
Ong Guan Hong says:
just stuyd hard for that cause ok?
Ong Guan Hong says:
it is worth it
Ong Guan Hong says:
haha u need the education
Ong Guan Hong says:
so u can be cunning enough
Ong Guan Hong says:
to trop the guy u like
Ong Guan Hong says:
and of coz
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
ha. ya. i didnt think of getting into uni to find guys
Ong Guan Hong says:
guys are easily fool
Ong Guan Hong says:
now u noe better right?
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
ya.
Ong Guan Hong says:
k i need to go and make a birthday present for someone
Ong Guan Hong says:
u enjoy yourself.
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
kk.
Ong Guan Hong says:
study hard..
Ong Guan Hong says:
work out
Ong Guan Hong says:
get a sueve figure
Ong Guan Hong says:
killer looks
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
10x for chatting wif me
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
night!
Ong Guan Hong says:
and go in for the kill in UNI
Ong Guan Hong says:
hahaha
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
ha. still got one more yr
Ong Guan Hong says:
remember .. guys are there for you to fleece
Ong Guan Hong says:
yah
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
so long!
Ong Guan Hong says:
free frag
Ong Guan Hong says:
okok night nights
Ong Guan Hong says:
tok to u more another day
Wat did SuShi A Say To susHi B? says:
haha. k la. night.

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