February -- rescinding reds

I have been skipping school on a regular basis, a result of constant late nights and too much gaming of my FIfa. Today I had a tan at east coast. How idyllic can life be. But I did make some attempts at reading my anatomy book. I must stop treating it like a literature text and approach it like a geography subject. Or shall I combine both?
fathom.... fathomless.
Should have updated my blog after coming back from China, but with so many modern day distractions catching up with me, where do I find the time?
My teenage year distractions were argubly girls and internet chatting. That was eons ago. Just a mindless sidetrack here.
I love China, could have bought a village and lived like an emperor for a few years, at least an emperor among the paupers. Thought we went there to do community work, bought resevoirs, conceive a drainage system for a deaf old lady, visit the lepers and educate kids from the villages. We did plenty of such things, most of them somewhat, and when heaven intervened with our digging of the drain, we gave the money to the locals to finish the job for us.
But I did not feel like I did community service, the service was to myself I realised. Nothing changed as I resumed my normal routine. But something did change in me. Aware of life in a foreign land, saw with my old eyes how they lived over there in the land of the ancient dragons. Interesting. Good memories .
I guess in my next twenty entries, I Shall carrying on describing my experience. A belated recording of two weeks worth of memories, probably much more than that in terms of the gains to my soul.
It has been relatively long, long enough for me to feel uncomfortable, since I have written in passable english.
I always reflect in here, which makes reading this goddamnthing tiresome as there is no beginning, maybe many as I drifted from one to another. No ending also because there shouldnt be isolated episodes in one's life. Instead a continuous serial airs.
Shall end this forced rambling with an intelligent email I received.
Top 10 Rejection Lines Given By Women(and what they actually mean)
10. I think of you as a brother.(You remind me of that inbred banjo-playing geek in “Deliverance.”)
9. There's a slight difference in our ages.(I don't want to do my dad.)
8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way.a(You are the ugliest dork I've ever laid eyes on.)
7. My life is too complicated right now. (I don't want you spending the whole night or else you may hear phone calls from all the other guys I'm seeing.)
6. I've got a boyfriend. (I prefer my male cat and a half gallon of Ben and Jerry's.)
5. I don't date men where I work.(I wouldn't date you if you were in the same 'solar system', much less the same building.)
4. It's not you, it's me. (It's you.)
3. I'm concentrating on my career. (Even something as boring and unfulfilling as my job is better than dating you.)
2. I'm celibate.(I've sworn off only the men like you.)
1. Let's be friends. (I want you to stay around so I can tell you in excruciating detail about all the other men I meet and have sex with. It's the male perspective thing.)

In response...The male perspective on the same issue...Top 10 rejection lines given by Men(and what they actually mean...)
10. I think of you as a sister.(You're ugly.)
9. There's a slight difference in our ages.(You're ugly.)
8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way.(You're ugly.)
7. My life is too complicated right now.(You're ugly.)
6. I've got a girlfriend.(You're ugly.)
5. I don't date women where I work.(You're ugly.)
4. It's not you, it's me.(You're ugly.)
3. I'm concentrating on my career.(You're ugly.)
2. I'm celibate.(You're ugly.)
1. Let's be friends.(You're sinfully ugly.)

In a foreign land, a cold yet warm christmas

2 days to departure. my first trip to another country other than Malaysia.
This year was gone in a swirl. Plenty of things happened this year. As with many other years. But this year will be one forever carved in my heart and my memory.
I do not feel much of the christmas spirit this year, has not been to the malls that much.
One song keeps ringing in my ears. and that is last christmas.
I shall shrug it off.
Judo training attendance is bad. I was pretty disappointed. Imagine the training scheduled to start at 5pm and at 5.15pm i was the only person there. You cant really blame me. I do not act on impulse. Though I may be pissed but to confront a matter when your head is hot will not help things. It does not matter, not everyone loves Judo as much as me. Some do. I understand. Lets just hope a meeting and setting of agenda will help in the second sem.
I will be acting for the children in Yunan. My group will be acting. Will be performing magic and singing to them. The Christmas carol by charles dickens. I am uncle scrooge. It will be a chinese show, with half an hour for us to tell the story to the kids.
Maybe I shall take down my feelings in a notebook and update them after I return.
I will miss you... LP!

Hallelujah

I’ve heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don’t really care for music do you?
It goes like this – the fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled King composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah
Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you to a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah
Maybe I’ve been here before
I know this room, I’ve walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I’ve seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It’s a cold and it’s a broken hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah
There was a time when you let me know
What’s real and going on below
But now you never show it to me, do you?
And remember when I moved in you
The Holy Dark was moving too
And every breath we drew was hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah
Maybe there’s a God above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
And it’s not a cry you can hear at night
It’s not somebody who’s seen the light
It’s a cold and it’s a broken hallelujah 

CRAZY!

watched 3 movies in a span of 2 days.
with my beloved. first it was saw2 at 9pm, then we sneaked into another theatre
to watch kingkong till 2.30am~
how fun and we lost something important ... so sad.
it doesnt matter! for we are crazy people doing crazy things!