哭了才发现自己真的受伤了
你曾对我说你永远是我的
为了爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快乐我就快乐
也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
就是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我我还是想对你说
baby i love you so much
你走了我的心在淌血
baby you hurt me so bad
想要你回到我的世界
baby i love you so much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
baby you hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱著无论多苦都值得
说好的你怎黱忘记了
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Thursday, January 17, 2008
5 more
my love love crystal ball, my daughter and her friend, my daughter and my niece, eddy on the dragon with his concubines. our polished nails!
5 at a time
Of the girls in the picture, one is YX's beau. One of the picture shows colin acting gay!
And I put my arms around the twins! Of course they are both attached, so it is scandal free!
The yunnan girls are dressed for the dance at night under the big big tree!
another day good deals every day!
Today is the 17th. This is just crazy, the days are flying past like no body's business. The sun is out and I got my daily dose of 2 mins of the sun walking from harborfront mrt to the bus stop near it. I still have not installed any medical ebooks on my htc. I guess I can do with carrying my 5 kg pharmoco around. For the time being. I think girls with big watery eyes are pretty. One just ran past, trying to catch 10; there was another one on mrt who sat in front of me. I think in life, half your battles are won by just being good looking. I read yesterday that researchers in UK found a correlation between boobs size and intelligence. I am afraid to let most of my female friends who think they are very smart know.but the truth is out and really confirms my suspicions. Yah, boobs correlations positively with intelligence! That's the way I like my girl to be: inteligent I mean. I wonder what are the girls eating nowadays, there are so many headturners around, and they actually attend the same uni as me.. I think today I am in a himbo mood. I couldn't get the data analysis program to work last night. Woke up ear after a few hours in bed, not in the best of forms. I look really disheveled, you should really feel my stubble. But don't come too too close, I might just stab you to death with them.
I also realized the con side of mobile blogging. Just as my bus arrives. It can be quite tiring for my fat thumbs as they desperate scurry everywhere across the keyboard to bring you this post. I am wearing a lot of brown today. My judo belt is brown, my bag is brown, the face of my watch is brown, my undies are brown, my quards are brown. So ctually am I a brown cow person? Anyway I really look like a cow today except I wouldn't rank very high on the attractive cow list. I am just sleepy as well.
There are just so many wireless spots around. I received wireless signal on the bus and on the mrt today. A first I would note. Every one planes they are equipping them with wireless as well. Think only one carrier in the US has that service, using satellites to transmit the signals and it costed a million just for that.
Anyway I think brown is boring. I would rather green any time. Or pink. I just don't fancy dull colors today. The bright the better. Psychedelic is good. Fashionable even. My eyelids are just so heavy. How will I last through anoob's tutorial or briefing? I am not even sure what I will be facing later. Skinny girls are disgusting and so are fat girls. Bloody hell, I almost missed my stop ! The bus had skipped the stop in front of nuh. Heng ah! Almost got ferried all the way to jurong. Green is good. Is that divine retribution for my constant criticism on girls? Ha! Can't catch me!
I think they teach researchers, PhD and lecturers to do really dull and hynoptic presentations!
Ok, I had just spent a whole day in school! The time now is 9.30 pm and I am at china town mrt station. I had just finished judo training. There is pair in front of me, the girlfriend has a really high voice, even higher than linzhilin! It is an absolutely disgusting voice. Sounds like the buzzing of a bee! And I forgot to buy my adaptor for my maxtor hard disk. Darn! I think I need to be more humble and less critical of others. Nowadays it has almost become an instinct: I would point out very super superficial defects without a thought for their feelings. It is not good and I often feel guilty for my outbursts. I must be more sensitive! And that brings me to the topic of new year resolutions! I must also stop procrastinating! Well, let me finish recording what happened today before I start on my new resolutions. The whole irony of it.
I shall go to chinatown next with with mum. I hope yoshinoya is still open when I reach sengkang. I had gone the whole day without food. Basically it is not a torture when I am on panbesy! I just don't feel the urge. I refrained from sugared drinks after training. Maybe soon I shall do that for meals outside before doing it at home. I sometimes make jokes at myself to myself. Just for abit of chuckle. Basically I am a fair person, I make things sound more trivial to make them seem less intimidating and of course its a show of my acceptance. I was wondering what do saudi arabia, brunei and me have in common. ANS: we have plenty ofoil reserves.
Today I spent ard 4 hours in the cofm computer lab, working on my statistics on this software called the SPSS. I realized a tutorial session would be enough for me to do calculate the values i need. But then being so bogged down by tuitions, trainings and community work, I hardly attended one session in two years. Still I study for it diligently! Self directed learning mah!
Anyway I spent four solid hours staring at columns and rows of 1,2,3s. Lunch was spent on numbers crunching. At least I did it in the end. And I wasnot the last few to finish my five tables. Five!
Then I went down to yusof ishak for a snooze! Was woken by a bunch of indians talking loudly, I had thought I was in a hinda movie dreamland! Then two china folks came along and started playing pool in the same congested student lounge. It would really pay to be more considerate when you are in smeone's country. So I decided to take things into my own hands. I approached the chinese couple, snatched the pool stick away and shoved it straight at his crouch. He fell to the ground, stunned and wounded.then I threw two pool balls at the girl and broke her nose and there was blood al over. The indians were shocked by the sight and I took advantage of their incredulousness and launched the pool balls at them. At the same time hurling all sorts of expletives at them. Its just a a very vigorous attempt by me to induct then into the local hokkien culture and language. Feeling that pool balls might not make an expected impact, I lifted up the sofa chair I was lying down on a while ago and sent it hurtling at them. I think I saw a few teeth fly out and gosh! They had dirty our nice student lounge with all the blood.someone teach them some manners!
Then they just continue to make their chattering and unintelligible muttering. Their accent was strong. And the chinese couple just continued playing pool and I finally woke from my semi stupor. This may sound horribly like the overimaginative essays of my primary 6 student. I woke up from my dream.
Of course I don't indiscriminately critisize foreigners. So many of my good friends were born elsewhere. But it doesn't mean I like the mass influx of people with diferent accents, social habits, and culture.
Just like I detest standing up on trains and buses, I still give up my seats to the elderly and pregnant! And sometimes to really obesed middle aged women whom I have mistakened to be pregnant.
Ok just reached home and shall go bathe!
I also realized the con side of mobile blogging. Just as my bus arrives. It can be quite tiring for my fat thumbs as they desperate scurry everywhere across the keyboard to bring you this post. I am wearing a lot of brown today. My judo belt is brown, my bag is brown, the face of my watch is brown, my undies are brown, my quards are brown. So ctually am I a brown cow person? Anyway I really look like a cow today except I wouldn't rank very high on the attractive cow list. I am just sleepy as well.
There are just so many wireless spots around. I received wireless signal on the bus and on the mrt today. A first I would note. Every one planes they are equipping them with wireless as well. Think only one carrier in the US has that service, using satellites to transmit the signals and it costed a million just for that.
Anyway I think brown is boring. I would rather green any time. Or pink. I just don't fancy dull colors today. The bright the better. Psychedelic is good. Fashionable even. My eyelids are just so heavy. How will I last through anoob's tutorial or briefing? I am not even sure what I will be facing later. Skinny girls are disgusting and so are fat girls. Bloody hell, I almost missed my stop ! The bus had skipped the stop in front of nuh. Heng ah! Almost got ferried all the way to jurong. Green is good. Is that divine retribution for my constant criticism on girls? Ha! Can't catch me!
I think they teach researchers, PhD and lecturers to do really dull and hynoptic presentations!
Ok, I had just spent a whole day in school! The time now is 9.30 pm and I am at china town mrt station. I had just finished judo training. There is pair in front of me, the girlfriend has a really high voice, even higher than linzhilin! It is an absolutely disgusting voice. Sounds like the buzzing of a bee! And I forgot to buy my adaptor for my maxtor hard disk. Darn! I think I need to be more humble and less critical of others. Nowadays it has almost become an instinct: I would point out very super superficial defects without a thought for their feelings. It is not good and I often feel guilty for my outbursts. I must be more sensitive! And that brings me to the topic of new year resolutions! I must also stop procrastinating! Well, let me finish recording what happened today before I start on my new resolutions. The whole irony of it.
I shall go to chinatown next with with mum. I hope yoshinoya is still open when I reach sengkang. I had gone the whole day without food. Basically it is not a torture when I am on panbesy! I just don't feel the urge. I refrained from sugared drinks after training. Maybe soon I shall do that for meals outside before doing it at home. I sometimes make jokes at myself to myself. Just for abit of chuckle. Basically I am a fair person, I make things sound more trivial to make them seem less intimidating and of course its a show of my acceptance. I was wondering what do saudi arabia, brunei and me have in common. ANS: we have plenty ofoil reserves.
Today I spent ard 4 hours in the cofm computer lab, working on my statistics on this software called the SPSS. I realized a tutorial session would be enough for me to do calculate the values i need. But then being so bogged down by tuitions, trainings and community work, I hardly attended one session in two years. Still I study for it diligently! Self directed learning mah!
Anyway I spent four solid hours staring at columns and rows of 1,2,3s. Lunch was spent on numbers crunching. At least I did it in the end. And I wasnot the last few to finish my five tables. Five!
Then I went down to yusof ishak for a snooze! Was woken by a bunch of indians talking loudly, I had thought I was in a hinda movie dreamland! Then two china folks came along and started playing pool in the same congested student lounge. It would really pay to be more considerate when you are in smeone's country. So I decided to take things into my own hands. I approached the chinese couple, snatched the pool stick away and shoved it straight at his crouch. He fell to the ground, stunned and wounded.then I threw two pool balls at the girl and broke her nose and there was blood al over. The indians were shocked by the sight and I took advantage of their incredulousness and launched the pool balls at them. At the same time hurling all sorts of expletives at them. Its just a a very vigorous attempt by me to induct then into the local hokkien culture and language. Feeling that pool balls might not make an expected impact, I lifted up the sofa chair I was lying down on a while ago and sent it hurtling at them. I think I saw a few teeth fly out and gosh! They had dirty our nice student lounge with all the blood.someone teach them some manners!
Then they just continue to make their chattering and unintelligible muttering. Their accent was strong. And the chinese couple just continued playing pool and I finally woke from my semi stupor. This may sound horribly like the overimaginative essays of my primary 6 student. I woke up from my dream.
Of course I don't indiscriminately critisize foreigners. So many of my good friends were born elsewhere. But it doesn't mean I like the mass influx of people with diferent accents, social habits, and culture.
Just like I detest standing up on trains and buses, I still give up my seats to the elderly and pregnant! And sometimes to really obesed middle aged women whom I have mistakened to be pregnant.
Ok just reached home and shall go bathe!
from 15th of jan another day of mobile blogging
So here I am, trying to blog on the move again. I just had lunch at hougang, near woodbridge hospital. Feel like shitting. I am sitting inside a barber's shop waiting for my dad to finish his haircut. I think I have already maxed out my disk space of my cpu, that's why everything is running so slowly. I shall buy an adaptor so I can run my external hard disk and transfer everything over there later. There is still the data analysis for me to do. I think I shall go singing later, going alone, as usual so that no one would be made to suffer my horrible voice. My dad has not been to this barber since his stroke, and the barber is really taking his time to work on my dad. It is an old school barber, includes shaving using those old ancient razors. I am actually contemplating whether to cut also. Then my mum came to look for us with her many bags of groccery shopping. Two cans of abalone.. I was ordered to go home with these shopping n my dad. So obediently I did. Can take a quick shit before I head back to hougang, this time to the central, to kbox where I can take the student package and sing till seven.probably will finish before that. The even shall be spent on tuition, time to recruit more students at more lucrative prices.
It is time for a hair cut of my own, I really enjoyed my last cut at the saloon atcompasspoint. Did I mention that before? The hairwashing was almost like a massage. Not to mention that the end result looks good as well. Life like this is a bliss, but I shall do some serious studying tonight.
Was thinking how gd it wld be to be a kept man...I shall elaborate more abt this later.
Right now, I am totally naked! In the toilet, finally reached home. I know this bit of detail will just freak out most people but that's the advantages of blogging on your mobile. I smell something unpleasant..anyway I realiZed I look a shamble sometimes when I am outside. I guess the messy hair look is no longer in vogue. The weather is hot, maybe a bath would be good for the spirits. I am just getting more rotund day by day, after my singing, it is to the gym next! Time to firm up my pectoralis and hypertrophy my bicep. I guess hypertrophy hardly counts as a verb. Who cares.
There is actually time to go for judo training tml, I miss the weight of people and all the throwings I get to do without getting thrown. That's when I take charge of training, which is usually the case last year and the year before. Competition is coming up but I am unfit as a snail. Was so breatheless in yunnan after running up a slope. Most people thought I was going to die. I always fall asleep when I am super out of breath! They thought I had dropped dead!
So I shall have to prove my fitness to them next time. That is if I regain any semblance of fitness. I am at the mrt station already. Looking at myself in the darkened glass panel, I always think I look good when the lighting is poor. Very good in fact. I have got really decent and nice features as long as you look at them through a weakened reflection.
I saw an ambulance and crew just now with my parents before going for lunch. They had stopped at the up travelling escalator and brought u old man who was bleeding from his neck and head down. There were four of them and it was not too much of an emergency. The old man was able to walk. Hence I just stood aside for them and took picswith my phone. It may appear to be very ungracious and uncaring but I would have helped if there is a need. I tried to be as inconspicuous as possible but failed to do so. The female paramedic actually shouted at me to delete the pictures if I had taken them. And another male medic chased after me and warned me not to pass the pics to the media. I was really concerned for the old man's well being. However I took pictures coz I just thought it is a sight to remember.
It is time for a hair cut of my own, I really enjoyed my last cut at the saloon atcompasspoint. Did I mention that before? The hairwashing was almost like a massage. Not to mention that the end result looks good as well. Life like this is a bliss, but I shall do some serious studying tonight.
Was thinking how gd it wld be to be a kept man...I shall elaborate more abt this later.
Right now, I am totally naked! In the toilet, finally reached home. I know this bit of detail will just freak out most people but that's the advantages of blogging on your mobile. I smell something unpleasant..anyway I realiZed I look a shamble sometimes when I am outside. I guess the messy hair look is no longer in vogue. The weather is hot, maybe a bath would be good for the spirits. I am just getting more rotund day by day, after my singing, it is to the gym next! Time to firm up my pectoralis and hypertrophy my bicep. I guess hypertrophy hardly counts as a verb. Who cares.
There is actually time to go for judo training tml, I miss the weight of people and all the throwings I get to do without getting thrown. That's when I take charge of training, which is usually the case last year and the year before. Competition is coming up but I am unfit as a snail. Was so breatheless in yunnan after running up a slope. Most people thought I was going to die. I always fall asleep when I am super out of breath! They thought I had dropped dead!
So I shall have to prove my fitness to them next time. That is if I regain any semblance of fitness. I am at the mrt station already. Looking at myself in the darkened glass panel, I always think I look good when the lighting is poor. Very good in fact. I have got really decent and nice features as long as you look at them through a weakened reflection.
I saw an ambulance and crew just now with my parents before going for lunch. They had stopped at the up travelling escalator and brought u old man who was bleeding from his neck and head down. There were four of them and it was not too much of an emergency. The old man was able to walk. Hence I just stood aside for them and took picswith my phone. It may appear to be very ungracious and uncaring but I would have helped if there is a need. I tried to be as inconspicuous as possible but failed to do so. The female paramedic actually shouted at me to delete the pictures if I had taken them. And another male medic chased after me and warned me not to pass the pics to the media. I was really concerned for the old man's well being. However I took pictures coz I just thought it is a sight to remember.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Chelsea Jerseys
I am very happy today even though I just fluffed $80 on TWO AUTHENTIC Chelsea Jerseys! It has to rank as my best bargain or find of the year. Even though the year has barely begun. I went down to NUS today to pass abintan my survey forms, when I passed by the sports bazaar. I had been there yesterday but had missed out this portion of the sportswear stall. I am really glad that I noticed it today. They were selling real football jerseys. One of my birthday wish is to own an authentic Chelsea jersey and I made that come true today. Doubly. The normal price for one would be $100 + and I did not really hesitate when I was told the price to be $40. The other doubts in my mind were whether I should buy more. Man U and Arsenal's jerseys looked really attractive. Slightly more than the monotonous colors of Chelsea, even though they tried spicing things up with the florescent yellow. But $40 would be too much to part with for my rival teams and I would not ever dare to wear these jerseys outside. i HAD bought 3 imitation jerseys in China for $6 each. The Arsenal one is really nice and I like it alot, but too bad the rivalry is so intense. The authentic Chelsea jerseys I bought are the electric blue short sleeve and flourescent yellow short sleeve, with this new technology called climacool. The material the jerseys are made of supposedly allows best ventilation of your body while you are working out. I have a Chelsea wallet from China also. I wonder when would I use it. I just love imitations and fakes. But nothing can beat a cheap authentic. I will be off to Thailand (hopefully, keeping my fingers crossed) with my CG soon. Another shopping paradise. I just hope I don't overkill and end up wiping out much of my bank account.
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