am typing this on the bus. It is the only time where I can ignore everything I am going n just blog. I used to blog when iam stressed. Not anymore because I have reached new level of decadence, stress is altogether foreign to me when I have not been doing any work. Irealy must change, but how? Maybe I will wait until I am done with His Dark material trilogy. I was just sending everyone messages to update my phone number. There are some people in my phone whom I have not talked to in ages. Some important, some not. And I did not update everyone , just those more likely to contact me, even so I don't think many would. I spent another morning in bed, when I should really be sticking my fat face into those notes of mine. I shall get christmas present for some of the yn people, those whom I am closer to! There is a general gift exchange, but some people who are really nice to me wil get something. Maybe I am turning into santa claus. Always making merry but doing nothing significant. Hm, maybe making merry is.. Well I can only hope so. I am back at giving tuition after a three weeks break, jesslyn itntroduced her dad's fren to me. I do not usualy teach guys and he is sec three. But the dad just kept persuading me, in the end he used money to do the talking and I relented at fifty per hour. I am just glad I never spent much money on my education. I think I made quite a neat sum with all the scholarships bursaries n tuitions out of my education. Though it is fast becoming insufficient. I think I need other sources of income. I am going to tap into my neighbourhod. I used to think that there is a potenti gradient for money flow, it flows from those who are more stupid to those who are less. Higher to lower, there is a potential gradient. But maybe intelligence along is not really sufficient if u ned a lot of money. Guile n disxipline and some otber qualities are essential as well. I am still finding out. I used to be quite lousy at finding places for dinner last time. I stupidly went to edo sushi at paradiz for dinner with a fren when it is available somewhere nearer. I just received a helo how are u message from that fren, that made me think abit. Anyway I just went to the triple three restaurant for a nice and costly christmas dinner. Well, not exactly christmas, but most of the things are there. Lotsa chocolates, turkey, christmas trees and logcake! It is a meal that is realy bad for the waistline, heart n wallet. I almost wanted to bring my mum to another buffet tonight. But she rather w the whole family go for a new year dinner when I come back. I can't wait for another meal at merius mandarin or marina mandarin.

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I m sitting at starbucks at compasspoint. with my tytn in hand n pharmaco textbk in my lap, its not hard to choose which one to pay more attention to. I have been having some weird dreams lately. a good friend of mine who went overseas for studies shld be back already. it has been a real long time since I met him. mayb just one of these days I shld drop by n say hi to his family. the weird dream was abt him. I dreamt that he had a sex change n is now a really gorgeous woman, I had wondered how I shld tell my mum abt this. thankfully its only a dream. another dream of mine involved myself. ihad killed someone n the cops are after me. I was raly disturbed by it, n u could guess my relief when I woke up. the thot of losing every thing I have now is so depressing. I just had a haircut at supercut. my first time in a salon. the wash n massage before the cut was good. I almost fell asleep becoz I was too comfortable. why m I doing there instead of studying? I always have the urgve to spend when I m very stresed, like just b4 a test or the exams. anyway it was a guy who washed my hair, n I rather enjoy his touch. shld I ask for a girl next time? went to the dentist with my dad before the haircut. he had wanted to extract three teeth bt the dentist required his inr time. oh my anticoagulation topic, it is starring hard at me to read it. tonight I will bring dad to the clinic for his test. the music at starbucks is really gd. abit of jazz n country pop. now the christmas songs are blarring. I am dreamng of a white christmas. this year's christmas is again at yunnan. perhaps it will snow. then it will be really romantic except there no one to be romancing with. I have four tickets to the golden compass, n it could be six if the first book arrives this week. maybe I could give them to yx n char. she would enoy the outing with him. I suddenly wonder if they had gone for a movie together before. or is it just BS all the way. btw, bs is biblestudy, not some type of cow excrement. I guess thhe churches in america are calling the movie antichrist n it is promoting athetism. I think what the author is doing is just trying to point out that absolute power corrupts. when it comes to religion, independent thinking n a degree of skeptism is required. the bible or scriptures might be misinterpretated by man because we are not perfect. it can even be abused for political gains. trust not the folly of men. rudolp the red nose reindeer needs some chlorphenicol. will the reindeer get anaphylaxis easier? well, I shall just enjoy the music n get back to the books.