In a foreign land, a cold yet warm christmas

2 days to departure. my first trip to another country other than Malaysia.
This year was gone in a swirl. Plenty of things happened this year. As with many other years. But this year will be one forever carved in my heart and my memory.
I do not feel much of the christmas spirit this year, has not been to the malls that much.
One song keeps ringing in my ears. and that is last christmas.
I shall shrug it off.
Judo training attendance is bad. I was pretty disappointed. Imagine the training scheduled to start at 5pm and at 5.15pm i was the only person there. You cant really blame me. I do not act on impulse. Though I may be pissed but to confront a matter when your head is hot will not help things. It does not matter, not everyone loves Judo as much as me. Some do. I understand. Lets just hope a meeting and setting of agenda will help in the second sem.
I will be acting for the children in Yunan. My group will be acting. Will be performing magic and singing to them. The Christmas carol by charles dickens. I am uncle scrooge. It will be a chinese show, with half an hour for us to tell the story to the kids.
Maybe I shall take down my feelings in a notebook and update them after I return.
I will miss you... LP!

Hallelujah

I’ve heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don’t really care for music do you?
It goes like this – the fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled King composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah
Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you to a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah
Maybe I’ve been here before
I know this room, I’ve walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I’ve seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It’s a cold and it’s a broken hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah
There was a time when you let me know
What’s real and going on below
But now you never show it to me, do you?
And remember when I moved in you
The Holy Dark was moving too
And every breath we drew was hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah
Maybe there’s a God above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
And it’s not a cry you can hear at night
It’s not somebody who’s seen the light
It’s a cold and it’s a broken hallelujah 

CRAZY!

watched 3 movies in a span of 2 days.
with my beloved. first it was saw2 at 9pm, then we sneaked into another theatre
to watch kingkong till 2.30am~
how fun and we lost something important ... so sad.
it doesnt matter! for we are crazy people doing crazy things!

我和僵尸有个约会。

爱一个人，可能是一个人的事。如果要两个人，也许需要一点时间。但时间不够，付出也是足够了。

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我和僵尸有个约会。

Mayday Final Home

Went for that exuberant concert yesterday!
The 3rd concert Mayday had held in Singapore. It was the first concert I witnessed all the audiences on their feet cheering and waving their arms and lightsticks. It is rock music at its best.
The tunes were catchy, not lest the lyrics which were meaningful as well.
The songs spoke of love, of preserverance, of friendship, of exploration, of belief and many other important issues. And in Loud volume as well.
They are one of my karaoke favourites. Well known for their roof blowing rock music, I actually enjoy the mellow side of them. The slow and emotions rich songs.
當　我和世界不一樣　那就讓我不一樣
堅持對我來說　就是以剛克剛
我　如果對自己妥協　
如果對自己說謊
即使別人原諒　我也不能原諒
最美的願望　一定最瘋狂
我就是我自己的神　在我活的地方



我和我最後的倔強　
握緊雙手絕對不放 下一站是不是天堂　就算失望不能絕望 我和我驕傲的倔強　我在風中大聲的唱 這一次為自己瘋狂 就這一次 我和我的倔強

對　愛我的人別緊張　我的固執很善良 我的手越骯髒　眼神越是發光
你　不在乎我的過往　看到了我的翅膀
你說過被火燒過才能出現鳳凰 逆風的方向　更適合飛翔 我不怕千萬人阻擋 只怕自己投降

我和我最後的倔強　握緊雙手絕對不放 下一站是不是天堂　就算失望不能絕望
我和我驕傲的倔強　我在風中大聲的唱 這一次為自己瘋狂　就這一次　我和我的倔強

我和我最後的倔強　握緊雙手絕對不放 下一站是不是天堂　就算失望不能絕望
我和我驕傲的倔強　我在風中大聲的唱 這一次為自己瘋狂　就這一次　我和我的倔強

Two of the members had actually proposed to their girlfriends on the stage and got a favourable response.
Come to think of it, they do not have the next door boy or super star looks. MAybe that works well to their advantage as people know they will sell their albums based on merit.
I had first noticed them through the song 纯真。
During my JC2 days.

兵荒马乱五百年来没改变过 花果山下满天的烽火
人类累不累啊还在你争我夺 西天取经回来後 有没有人有读过

师父每年都会寄卡片来问候 五百张了算多不算多
看到卡片我都想起那段奋斗 金箍棒那么神勇 现在只能掏掏耳朵
齐天大圣是我 谁能奈何了我
但是我却依然 不小心 败给了寂寞

如果要让我活 让我有希望的活(请给我快乐苦痛)
我从不怕爱错 就怕没爱过
如果能有一天 再一次重返光荣
记得找我 我的好朋友

听说悟净已经植发治好秃头 有了论及婚嫁的女友
八戒这个猪头手机老是不通 好色本性多隽永 好像时间从来没走
西天取完了经 东边应该还有
伙伴们好不好 让我们 再拯救地球
Expect many more wonderful music from this magical mayday band!

iPod

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.

My religion consists of a humble admiration of the illimitable superior spirit who reveals himself in the slight details we are able to perceive with our frail and feeble mind
Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts.
The eternal mystery of the world is its comprehensibility
Sometimes one pays most for the things one gets for nothing
Everything should be made as simple as possible, but not simpler
The secret to creativity is knowing how to hide your sources
The only thing that interferes with my learning is my education
We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them.
Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the the universe.
In order to form an immaculate member of a flock of sheep one must, above all, be a sheep

last christmas

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day
You gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well
It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on me
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

Now I've found a real love
You'll never fool me again

fantastic journey

I have no time to write much now. Exams have just ended. Not that it resembles much of an exam. 2 days for 3 tracks, 3 papers and it is over for this semester. Managed to get at least an A already. Praying hard for the others.
I used to wonder at RI, how come some people don't seem to have the need to study and yet can do well in exams.
I just realised that I am one of those.
I gave up on anatomy last minute and couldn''t make sense of most of the questions in the exams.
Maybe this is something like the Truman show. I am the lead charactor and everything is orchestrated to make my life as exciting as it is now. I did not study during the term and did real badly for previous two FAs.... skipped two as well.
Interesting thoughts. Have to concentrate on my research week. Gave quite an idea on irrational fear. So perhaps If i can push it through, it would be another credit to my name.
Shall soon stop writing so much about myself. certainly seems i am real obsessed. Narcissus.
I shall leave the lauding to everyone else soon!