My anatomy group

my classmates for the academic year of 2005 / 06.
from the front. left to right are:
chin siang, kah hua, annalisa, Prof Samuel Tay, Nita, Christine, Sabrina, Maria and Shurhida
from behindd, left to right are Yikang, yours truly, Ning Qi, Nikhail, Marcus, Gideon, Todd and Marc.










In this picture, due to the relative height of Kah Hua, I had to shift to behind Anna in order to be seen.

a few more pictures

two gays at karaoke again!









my gold medal. i have 3 gold. 2 silver and 1 bronze. NOT enough!









chuantin's performance!
two pretty girls and two handsome guys from 1101!








maria, yikang and giddy gideon!
one of our after school lunch trip!
marc is hidden behind maria's ominous figure. that is what school life is about. ea t drink and be merry!
so far all our trips to adam road, arts, holland V, orchard etc etc were exciting and full of blabberings and wise cracks!
I love going for lunches with my friends!!! will never turn a lunch date down man!
my blog is turning into a photo album!
important!
please pay careful attention to the graph!

As usual, i put my camera to good use!

hidding the head after drawing some lousy tiles













the mathematics of gambling













the deployment plan inside the chalet
















did you mean to incincerate the satay?

10/05 chalet again!

the fire i started!
our newly improvised and improved fire girdle!












stealth! as we decide how best to waste our time away !













decadence! and being proud of it












more than the usual suspects!
indulgence in the vices













Burn! Burn on the bbq pit!













today i was invited to a class chalet. almost forgot how relaxing things can be at a chalet. You simply pass time, with lots of oily fatty overcooked carcinogenic food! I set up the fire again this time round. Getting quite adept at setting up fires!
3 more days to my exams. how can i ever be so nonchalent and put aside my books and just head for fun and laughter?
but it is worth it i guess! nowadays laughter and fun are valuable commodities. the same goes for friendship and other relationships! despite not sleeping the night before, i still told myself to go for the chalet.
of course i am sorry to class 2005... for promising them and not turning up for their chalet in the middle of last month. my dad was in hospital for intestinal ulcers or lacerations. had to make sure i stayed with him and see to his needs.
well... played mahjong! how are hands are itching ! and of course talked plenty of cock.
no stress and no worries about tomorrow. i wish i can be as free as them.
perhaps in a way i am. at least i am in charge of the next 24 hours.
the size of the chalet is akin to the one i booked in june.
now there are a few couples in the class, how loving they appear to be..
*envious*
enuf rubbish of my own!
so that is the explanation for above!

-predictions

1.Sunderland won't win the premiership
2.Steven Gerrard will pick up an injury before October and be out until Xmas (it is a known fact that he has never played a league game in december prompting some to believe he is in fact one of santa's elves)
3.Everton will 'struggle to maintain the standards they set last year' and everyone will blame Kevin Kilbane
4.Spurs will 'nearly' sign Figo, Maradona and Raul before calling a press conference to confirm Anthony Gardner is still not going to Charlton
5.Kieran Dyer will be involved in some kind of sex scandal probably involving Shirley Bassey or that woman who plays Pauline Fowler off Eastenders but it won't be his fault.
6.Peter Crouch will earn the wrath of Jamie Carragher for always putting the clearasil on a really high shelf.
7.Blackburn will not win the fair play league
8.Craig Bellemys head will finally disappear completely into his shoulders and you'll just be able to see the top of his head as he runs into Alan Shearers knee.
9.Nobody, I mean absolutely nobody will notice Portsmouth.
10.Robbie Fowler will do something that makes a commentator say 'now thats the Robbie Fowler of old' no more then twice all season.

predictions

1.Sunderland won't win the premiership
2.Steven Gerrard will pick up an injury before October and be out until Xmas (it is a known fact that he has never played a league game in december prompting some to believe he is in fact one of santa's elves)
3.Everton will 'struggle to maintain the standards they set last year' and everyone will blame Kevin Kilbane
4.Spurs will 'nearly' sign Figo, Maradona and Raul before calling a press conference to confirm Anthony Gardner is still not going to Charlton
5.Kieran Dyer will be involved in some kind of sex scandal probably involving Shirley Bassey or that woman who plays Pauline Fowler off Eastenders but it won't be his fault.
6.Peter Crouch will earn the wrath of Jamie Carragher for always putting the clearasil on a really high shelf.
7.Blackburn will not win the fair play league
8.Craig Bellemys head will finally disappear completely into his shoulders and you'll just be able to see the top of his head as he runs into Alan Shearers knee.
9.Nobody, I mean absolutely nobody will notice Portsmouth.
10.Robbie Fowler will do something that makes a commentator say 'now thats the Robbie Fowler of old' no more then twice all season.

predictions

1.Sunderland won't win the premiership
2.Steven Gerrard will pick up an injury before October and be out until Xmas (it is a known fact that he has never played a league game in december prompting some to believe he is in fact one of santa's elves)
3.Everton will 'struggle to maintain the standards they set last year' and everyone will blame Kevin Kilbane
4.Spurs will 'nearly' sign Figo, Maradona and Raul before calling a press conference to confirm Anthony Gardner is still not going to Charlton
5.Kieran Dyer will be involved in some kind of sex scandal probably involving Shirley Bassey or that woman who plays Pauline Fowler off Eastenders but it won't be his fault.
6.Peter Crouch will earn the wrath of Jamie Carragher for always putting the clearasil on a really high shelf.
7.Blackburn will not win the fair play league
8.Craig Bellemys head will finally disappear completely into his shoulders and you'll just be able to see the top of his head as he runs into Alan Shearers knee.
9.Nobody, I mean absolutely nobody will notice Portsmouth.
10.Robbie Fowler will do something that makes a commentator say 'now thats the Robbie Fowler of old' no more then twice all season.

Boring boring. I need a few more of this!

Daring!

the two watches on the left.. one is a DKNY. the dial is an orbiting circle. very unique! got it during my NS days.
the second is an Arbutus. one of my major investment. just a very antique look , with a smooth minute hand because it is automatic!





these two are not bought. One is from NKF. Delicate design. A token of appreciate for helping their patients. The one beside it is my Raffles Institution watch. Graduation gift. How I miss my wild days!

my limited edition mickey mouse watch. a spur of the moment. another automatic watch. I love their intrinsic clockwork!
i should be sleeping. yet i am here. posting some irrelevant pictures.
it doesn't really matter. I guess I have stopped writing properly.
all my improper sentences interspersed with slangs and colloquail phrases.
almost 3am on moi side. skipping another day of school.
i have been missing most of my morning lectures.
haha
above are some of my watches!
the one just above would be my Phillipe Starck Fossil watch. A lack of foresight on my part but still generated much attention. With many people trying to figure out how it works as a watch.
ONly the smart ones know!
shall move on to the classier ones after I begin work!

my study companion!

more n more

me and judo peeps!














i think i look handsome here!












when did i appear on a VCD?!















the route to moi tuition kid's house.
how eerie... dare you walk alone?

more photos

my german judo exponent! a black belter!

cookies abound!
are you salivating?

i have got the best blog

saya... thought i put moi birthday as 1984 . think she study too hard .. eyes became problematic...
anyway after finding out how to post pictures.. i decided put a few more! talk about a hotdog!

this is a most beautiful piece of art work

i am ugly

getting ugly. as can be seen from the first picture i posted on moi blog.
saya is the girl in white shirt.
currently i don't have a pic of kiantong. wonder why . maybe he is just
not photogenic..
guess he will counter that by saying i am fat .

saya and kiantong...

how lovely. both think that my blog is about love.
i don't see where in any of my entries did I even mention that word.
i know that saya and kiantong are not eng lit majors. one is
an engineer and one is a science teacher.
and I do not think kiantong even told me my blog is all
about love. he must have told saya privately.
anyway i don' tthink both of them would have time for my blog....
they should spend more time with each other.
:d
hmm i wonder if kiantong or saya even blogs....
anyway i wouldnt have time or enough time to waste...
so long!

my feelings

窗外阴天了 音乐低声了 我的心开始想你了 灯光也暗了 音乐低声了 口中的棉花糖也融化了 窗外阴天了 人是无聊了 我的心开始想你了 电话响起了 你要说话了 还以为你心里对我又想念了 怎么你声音变得冷淡了 是你变了 是你变了 灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了 滴下的眼泪已停不住了 天下起雨了 人是不快乐 我的心真的受伤了
feelings : blue and grey. somewhat an evening color. The part of evening when the sun cannot be seen anymore. The orange tinge over the horizon disappears. No more shadows casted onto the ground to your side. The part of the evening when no one seems to have any color except different shades of grey. But these shades represent a whole magnitude of loneliness.
it feels sad but not overwhelming. Abit of drizzle. How appropriate. Tears. The same feelings. Not many. Just one or two drops. that sort of feeling.
it does not last for long. the night replaces the twilight. silently. i fell asleep on the bus. when i woke, the bus was already turning into sengkang. the music repeats itself over and over.. the same music before night arrived..

Managed to confirm 16 of my friends believed what I write on my blog

While mostly what i post here is believeable and true, I recently added in an entry claiming to have an heir. So many gullible pals thought I really meant what I wrote and started sending me regards and enquiring about my son.
Sad and sorry to inform all of you that it was just a hoax. after all a blog is a place where you can freely write what happens in your life or in your mind.
that entry just happen to be what came across my mind and i felt it would be interesting noting reponses from my shocked friends. More intriguing though, would be the private discussions held among my various clinques of friends on that relevation of first of nov .
so i had my fun. after all, ain't it not consistent with my germane nature. to come up with a little teaser from time to time? too bad for those wanting to see my kid, you guys have to wait till 5 years later when my wife really give birth to one!
as they say, trust not what is said, nor believe what is before your eyes. the truth lies beyond the edge of the sky.

the figures are rising

I love a good little joke from time to time..
on the last count, 12 people have already.....
haha this is interesting
shall see how many more fools are there around.
:D

Soaring.

Newspaper collection, car washing, cookies baking and plenty of snacks selling.
My yunnan trip is turning out to be a really fun and rewarding.
think we managed to raise a quarter of our target. ten thousand is a large amount.
i shall be heading for Yunnan on 17 dec, spending christmas there and returning
on the last day of the day.
another trip where i can put down everything and have fun.
of coz to fulfill the purpose of the mission. to share and care for the children in the village
and the elderly in the leprosy village.
if only there is a fund granted for our trip. but perhaps that would take the fun
away.
i am glad my lucky stars. a scholarship. I had always thought there were no scholarships around.
17000... 1 down and 4 more years to go.
Judo ended training for this sem. on a high note for me.
i am doing well with only one functional hand.
won my last two games in less than ten seconds. back to around 60% of my best form.
time to mug. exams soon. but it seems so easy. 1 hour for biochem. 30 mcqs.
but then there is anatomy and physiology and histology.
almost a few thousands pages worth of notes to mug.
haha i shall puke from these intense amount of studying.

leave worries to worries. i shall live my life the way i want.
pursue the happiness that are found in every day 's joy.

my son

today was the happiest day i ever had in a long time.
my son turned 1 year old. i had a hard time convincing evon's parents
to let me see him.
i hope she is leading the life she wants at Stanford. I would
have given up everything to join her. But I dont think
she would take to that idea kindly.
I had already derailed her plans and ambitions for a year, how can I
be so selfish again.and i simply occupy no space in her life.
the past year was a horrible one.
how many quarrels. how many accusations from everyone.
i was rash and we were careless. there were plenty of tears and
unhappiness, all of which tore my heart apart.
at least we managed to move on with our lives.
both of us pursuing our dreams, separately.
the only memory i have now of our relationship is him.
he is adorable. her parents take care of him. it must be hard.
i wish i can do my part.
but my parents will kill me. and do i have the abilities to
raise a child on my own?
maybe when he grows up. he will treat me as his much older brother.
i simply cannot believe what i have done even until now.
brought a life into the world. yet unable to provide for .
i miss her. yet i have no right to barge into her new life.
think kai will forever remain the looking glass for me into her life.